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hi friends me apna name nhi bta sakti but apko kuch special btana chati hu............... me bhot simple girl hu.. jaruri nhi ki pyar sirf b/f se hi ho duniya me bhot si khub surat chije he or riste bhi unhi me se ek he friendship...me apko ye btana chati hi meri life me bhi 3 bhot ache friends aye the jab me 11 class me thi... time age bda and un 3 me se ek se meri bhot jada achi dosti ho gai like best friend {par sory aap ise kisi bhi angle se boy friend ,girl friend mat sochna} hum total bate ek dusre s sare karte the yha tak ki khi jane par dono upset ho jaya karte the, dono ek dusre ki bhot care karte the.. me apne parents ke phele use rkhti thi achank meri {tino me se } dusre friiend se bhi dosti ho gai or bo bhi mere bhot close tha .. hum bhot masti karte the and time bhi bhot jada spend karte the. but jo mere 1st friend tha achank uski life me ek ladki a gai or usne mujhe btaya but first time mujhe jhoot bhi bola.. usne mujhe uske bare me btaya to mene use kha tu agar real luv karta ho to hi age bad time pas mat karna yu pkka apni pdai krab karege.... bo bhot smart he and bo us ladki se bhi mila mujhe bhot bura laga jab uski jgah mujhe dusre logo se pta pda mujhe kuch smjh nhi aya akhi esa kyu hua.. mere secand friend ne mujhe bghot smjhane ki kosis ki par kya karu me kuch smjh hi nhi pa rhi thi... aab na bo mujhe call karta he na jada milta me yad dilati hu to hi bus ....... me hmesa use yad karke roti rheti hu bo ladki aab bhi uski life me nhi he kyuki mujhe pta he bo time pas nhi kar sakta is liye hi kuch smjh nhi ata akhi kya ho rha he............... lz friends mujhe btaiye ki akhir esa kyu hua ya kya chal rha he uske dimag me.............. plz friends help me